22 year old Psychology student. Dude who dates dudes. Things I like that you'll probably find on this blog: Video games, pot, Anime, Sitcoms, Doctor Who, Sherlock, Stoic philosophy, Buddhism, science, books, comic books, Batman, swimming, running, coffee, tea, cooking, etc.
No generation before could get bored and start looking up facts about penguins just because they can.
The computer has finally been built and kept me occupied for most of reading week. I spent most of reading week socializing. It some how feels exhausting. I got to catch up with my friend from out of town. He gave me a T-Shirt, CD and some home made wine and that was pretty awesome. Then I caught up with my old room mate, then I caught up with my other old room mate and then I went to a friends large birthday party. I had planned to hermit for most of the week but it seems that did not happen lol. I guess it’s a better use of my time than getting lost in Skyrim. Now it’s back to school. I really hope things get better. I’ve been trying to stop ruminating so much on things. I tend to ruminate on the past, on the dark side of humanity, about how messed up things are right beneath our oblivious noses, and the inevitable end for everything. Angsty I know, but at least I recognize that and try to stop being fully jaded.
I’ve been trying to more focus on what I’m doing in the present moment than ruminate about stuff. Trying to follow stoic philosophy better and be a more healthy person. It’s hard though to not give in and be complacent. To waste a day away doing nothing. I know I have to potential to get over this funk I’ve been in for quite some time.
Working in a crummy area and seeing a lot of crime Downtown I’ve been starting to relate more to Black Lagoon. How Rock just gets used to being around the dark side of humanity. It’s tough to try and see the good side in people when on a daily basis I’m exposed to the opposite side of people. It seems to be a constant battle that for whatever reason I’m determined not to lose.
Yay trying to get over trust issues with people.
Mother board fried. Considering I paid three hundred fifty for it and it lasted for four to five years I’m quite happy. It lasted through 3 major relationships lol. Plus this means I get to build a Super awesome gaming computer.
Today is a pointless day, so thus we get a pointless post.
I slept a lot and did nothing. I felt like doing nothing. No motivation to do anything. I have a day to do anything and feel like doing nothing. So that is what I ended up doing. I suppose there are worse things to do than nothing. It just annoys me when stuff like this comes out of nowhere.
I think they don’t mix. My boyfriend does. What are your thoughts? Or What are your sex puns?